Self Denial and the Addictive Personality

See, here's (well, one of) my problem(s).

I tend to have a bit of what you might call an addictive personality.

I say 'might call' because having a friend of mine talk a lot about Genuine Therapy has tipped me off to just how skewed and inaccurate a layperson's view on things psychological tend to be.

Suffice it to say, I tend to do things I like at great length and ambition. I tend to email my friends for hours or sit on AIM all night or wander from co worker's Myspaces to their interesting friends to searches for people I haven't seen in a long time or wander the blog chain from friends to interesting people to, well, whatever.

Lately, with the free time/energy crunch I've been undergoing, I've been sort of hiding from blogs or at least lurking, even though I really do like commenting. I've also been hiding from ye old Myspace and staying off of AIM.

But that started to get to me last week... I work all day and then either do writing or Dad Stuff all night and it's a bit of a grind after a while. So I've been a bit more friendly but I'm always nervous that everything I want to do that's Big and Important will fall by the wayside.

Anyway, I guess that's some weird fusion between a little essay all about me and a but of an apology.

And that's all I have to say about that.